Around 2021 this sense of wanting to speak my truth suddenly 'hit' me. I shared my thought with my twinsister and she was like 'nobody wants to hear the truth and perhaps she was right. At this time I had been managing my own softtoy business since 2009 and something deeper was pulling in me from within..

it was my 'calling' of what i actually was supposed to contribute with on this Earth.

In hinsight, I belivee now, that was the reason, for how come it was always a struggle for me to become at least financial successful with my teddy brand.

Eventhough the journey was exhausting, I kept on and the Univese learned, that I was made of determination and a immense strong figther spirit, so to get me on my 'right' track to my lifes purpose, they needed for me to cave in myself.

And so i did, in the Summer of 2022.

I remember it as it was yesterday..

I was standing in the livingroom, speaking with a strong intension "I just want someone to come and take it over - now". And a few weeks later i received a notification from the local authorities, that the company was set to close due to bankruptzy.

Most people would say, that it was a failure or that it was sad.

But, for me. I was grateful. Cause it gave me my freedom.

The truth of the matter is, that my lifes work was more than a burden then a joy for me to manage and it didn't fulfill me anymore.

So I went on with life. Learning how just to be me, without the company that had identified me for the last 13 years.

I was already into personal developement, so I signed up for a coaching program from L.A.

That year, was when I learned how to fully choose myself even deeper then letting my company go.

My choice was to move out.. from the family home of husband and three kids. Cause I felt that I was becoming only a shadow of my true self.

This was the toughest decision I have ever made. But also the best decision and the younger version of me, that I am the most proud of.

Since then, my life has been made up by healing, meditating, walking in nature and finding the patterns that made me feel stagnant and blocked in moving forward.

When healing your entire system, magic starts to happen..

I started to receive guidance more clearly. Getting downloads especially in form of visual models which I drew on blank paper which i still experience several times a week.

So if you visited me, you will find papers laying around illustrating these 'blueprints' which I receive to guide humanity in how to choose the true and nourishing path for them.